Rain falls upon my head
The dog wants to go home
Thoughts come and go
Sensations come and go
Question comes:
Is there a different sensation
in me
between the words:
A wise woman
A wise man?
Being still
waiting
the answer comes:
Yes, there is
Home again
smile upon my wet face
gratitude for
an answer
that can be questioned
again the circle is continuing
deeper, deeper,
in ever widening circles
until …
It will be a miracle
if we go through life
not loosing anything or anyone
We loose loved ones, pets,
things, money, keys …
It is reality
that we loose
everything
in the end
And it is reality that
when we have lost everything
in the end
we finally find
What we were looking for …
When you become one
with
the darkness
The darkness
becomes
Light …
The best thing that can happen to you is doubt
Doubt takes you beyond knowing
Doubt takes you beyond the absolute
Doubt takes you into disidentification
Doubt takes you into: “I don’t know”
Doubt takes you into Space
Doubt takes you into Love
Doubt takes you into You …
Where doubt arises,
Love can grow
Where there is doubt,
You are …
Every word we use, we were taught
Every meaning of a word we use, we were taught
Every word is the verbalization of an impuls, a sensation we feel in the body
Every verbalization is an attempt to put into words what can not be put into words
Every feeling that is put into words
Every thought that is put into words
Every memory, association, perception that is put into words
Is an attempt to point at something which is beyond words
What is love
What is tenderness
What is compassion
Maybe we can not express what something is
Maybe we can only be what we are …
Walking in the pristine snow
with almost silent sound of falling snow
the tears of Gratitude pour out
and melt the white sweet cover
I feel the lively essence
of what I AM in me
and have no words for that
which is alive in me
How can I define this wonder
and bind it to some words?
Life is the wordless beauty
present in the stillness
of freshly fallen snow …
Beloved,
What I want to create with me and you and in me and you is a space where there is no male or female, where there is being conscious of the deeper inner dimension we all carry, a space where there is a safe and loving space where we can look at our conditioning, a place where tears can cleanse our cheeks and heal the wounds, a place where all is welcomed and all is embraced, a place where we can finally come home …
What a joy
that I did precisely
what I had to do
in the “Old Year”
What a joy
that you did precisely
what you had to do
in the “Old Year”
What peace
that I will do precisely
what I have to do
in the “New Year”.
What peace
that you will do precisely
what you have to do
in the “New Year”.
May joy and peace
be with you
always …
Nothing happens to me
nothing ever happened to me
nothing will ever happen to me
All that is happening
is happening, has happened and will happen
to the body-mind mechanism
with a name, a sexe, a bankaccount, and so on
That ultimate understanding
gives peace and joy and rest …
When I have left this body
and fly towards the stars
I just look back one moment
to what has dissapeared
When I dissolve in That
and am what always was
what never ever started
and never came to end
See me in the all clouds
that chase along the sky
Feel me in sparkling rain
that softly falls upon you
Hear me in rustling trees
that whisper in your ear
And listen to the wind
that blows your cobwebs out
What you are, I am too
and what I Am, you are
Connected in the One
that never can be named …
Wonderwalk 