Beloved,
What I want to create with me and you and in me and you is a space where there is no male or female, where there is being conscious of the deeper inner dimension we all carry, a space where there is a safe and loving space where we can look at our conditioning, a place where tears can cleanse our cheeks and heal the wounds, a place where all is welcomed and all is embraced, a place where we can finally come home …
Angels
Natural
It is natural to love, to speak the truth, to be honest, to be still, to be in connection, to be in nature.
It is natural to be willing to meet everything and face what is in front of you.
It is natural to know your true nature, to live in That and out of That what you really are.
Living something else than love, truth, integrity, honesty, silence, connection, nature, hurts.
I meet you where you are, carefully take you by the hand and lead you gently, almost without you noticing, to what lies waiting in you:
love
truth
integrity
honesty
connection
silence
your true nature
And then suddenly you find
that you, the Light in you,
guided you to You.
What an inexpressible blessing …
Old and New
What a joy
that I did precisely
what I had to do
in the “Old Year”
What a joy
that you did precisely
what you had to do
in the “Old Year”
What peace
that I will do precisely
what I have to do
in the “New Year”.
What peace
that you will do precisely
what you have to do
in the “New Year”.
May joy and peace
be with you
always …
Nothing
Nothing happens to me
nothing ever happened to me
nothing will ever happen to me
All that is happening
is happening, has happened and will happen
to the body-mind mechanism
with a name, a sexe, a bankaccount, and so on
That ultimate understanding
gives peace and joy and rest …
Tears
They come so unexpected
the tears and the emotions
You thought they were long gone
and never would come back
And here they come and let you feel
that they are only love
disguised as
emotions
tears
thoughts
sensations
associations
perceptions
memories
So that is what they are
love disguised as
whatever love’s form is …
Baptism
Letter to Ramesh
July 30, 2008
Dearest Ramesh, dearest I Am,
You are closer to my heart than my own breath.
Your words come to me from the Source we all are
Your silence is so endless that I have just a notion of the depths
Your love touches every cell each time I breathe
Your compassion floods my body and the universe with the brightest light.
When I experience the listening and the reading I experience me.
When I experience the silence and the wisdom, I experience me.
You touched me in every way I can think of.
You have blessed me truly.
Yours truly,
Christine
Because
Dying
When I have left this body
and fly towards the stars
I just look back one moment
to what has dissapeared
When I dissolve in That
and am what always was
what never ever started
and never came to end
See me in the all clouds
that chase along the sky
Feel me in sparkling rain
that softly falls upon you
Hear me in rustling trees
that whisper in your ear
And listen to the wind
that blows your cobwebs out
What you are, I am too
and what I Am, you are
Connected in the One
that never can be named …
Let go
When time has come
And you have set you free
I will just once look back
and then I’ll go my way
I do my chores
And sometimes I look up
As if I heard a sound
That sounded just like you
No expectations, no desire,
And in my heart the knowing
That if you want to come to me
You will find the way
And there you were,
panting and full of sweat
So proud that you have made it
Through the wide and scary world
I love you when you leave
And love you when you come
Because I know that that
Takes place in what I am …








