I think
that I choose
when It
chooses
me …
life
Thank you
To say thank you to someone, for whatever reason, can be difficult sometimes. Saying thank you, and letting the energy of it sink deeply in you, can be an enormous event.
Thank you makes you modest and humble in the positive sense of those words. Thank you goes beyond ego. Thank you, spoken in soft and deep connection with yourself, lets openess surface. The sensation of thank you is this openess. And this openess, connection, love, truth, is what you feel in the body. And that is who you are, in essence.
You are connection, love, openess, truth. You are that Thank you. Living anything but Thank you, hurts.
Thank you trees
thank you air, sun, clouds,
thank you insects, people,
thank you animals, plants, suns,
thank you birth and death
thank you Thank you …
Be still …
Be still and ponder
and light the little candle
Be still and ask
the profound ultimate question
What in this world
is undeniable true?
What is no subject
to interpretation?
What is not
an association, memory, perception?
What is not
what you were told over the years?
What is not
what you were lead to believe?
It is the
ever present
undeniable:
I Am …
Surrender
When you surrender to God, Universe, or whatever name you give the higher power you believe in,
What do you surrender?
What else is there to surrender to God
than your personal will?
Thy will be done
and that includes:
NOT my will be done
And in the end
there is nothing you can surrender
In the end
surrender will come
when the time is right …
Loosing
How can you ever loose
what you have never owned?
How can you be lost
when you were never there?
What you have never owned
you can never loose
You can not ever be
what words describe for you
You can only ever Be,
lost in You …
Love and sex
Who did ever tell you
that love had anyhting to do with sex?
Who did ever tell you
that love had anything to do with troth?
Who did ever tell you
that love had anyhting to do with form?
I am about to tell you
that this is not the truth,
that this is just a story
that people used to tell
The love you’re looking for
can not be found outside
The love you’re looking for
is the essence of your soul
This is a whole new story
that is the truth, perhaps.
It’s not possible to believe this
One day you can just BE it …
Letter to Ramesh
July 30, 2008
Dearest Ramesh, dearest I Am,
You are closer to my heart than my own breath.
Your words come to me from the Source we all are
Your silence is so endless that I have just a notion of the depths
Your love touches every cell each time I breathe
Your compassion floods my body and the universe with the brightest light.
When I experience the listening and the reading I experience me.
When I experience the silence and the wisdom, I experience me.
You touched me in every way I can think of.
You have blessed me truly.
Yours truly,
Christine
Because
Because you’re there for You
because you never leave You
Because you always love You
because you stay with You
Because you always hear You
because you are in You
You can be there for me
support me when I stagger
and hold me when I fall
And tell me on and on
that I am the I Am …
Dying
When I have left this body
and fly towards the stars
I just look back one moment
to what has dissapeared
When I dissolve in That
and am what always was
what never ever started
and never came to end
See me in the all clouds
that chase along the sky
Feel me in sparkling rain
that softly falls upon you
Hear me in rustling trees
that whisper in your ear
And listen to the wind
that blows your cobwebs out
What you are, I am too
and what I Am, you are
Connected in the One
that never can be named …
When
When words are no more needed
and all the words are silence
When searching’s no more needed
and searching is the finding
When talking ‘s no more needed
and talking is the listening
Then everything rejoices
in deep and new found silence
And in your heart there is
the moving sound
of ever present
silent bursting joy …
Wonderwalk 