When in deep sleep
the “I” en “me” are absent
No “me” who suffers
No “me” who thinks
There is the pure
deep joyful peace
of ‘no me’ …
All thoughts
recycled in an endless stream
tell me the same old stories
I know for such a long time
I look at at all these friends
and when I ask them to go back
to their original origin
they go and go and go
And when they go
the light breaks through
and I can see the precious gift
inside, no longer covered …

‘Be still and know I am God’
As long as we believe the thought
that we are separated from God
As long as we believe the thought
that God is outside of us
As long as we believe the thought
that everything and everyone is outside of us
We feel alone, separated, sad, unhappy
Everything and everyone
can only be inside of us
Who sees, hears, senses?
Be still, go inside
and you will find in you
the answers you thought
you could only find outside
Blessings on your journey
the journey without distance
into yourself …
Be still and ponder
and light the little candle
Be still and ask
the profound ultimate question
What in this world
is undeniable true?
What is no subject
to interpretation?
What is not
an association, memory, perception?
What is not
what you were told over the years?
What is not
what you were lead to believe?
It is the
ever present
undeniable:
I Am …
When you surrender to God, Universe, or whatever name you give the higher power you believe in,
What do you surrender?
What else is there to surrender to God
than your personal will?
Thy will be done
and that includes:
NOT my will be done
And in the end
there is nothing you can surrender
In the end
surrender will come
when the time is right …
Who did ever tell you
that love had anyhting to do with sex?
Who did ever tell you
that love had anything to do with troth?
Who did ever tell you
that love had anyhting to do with form?
I am about to tell you
that this is not the truth,
that this is just a story
that people used to tell
The love you’re looking for
can not be found outside
The love you’re looking for
is the essence of your soul
This is a whole new story
that is the truth, perhaps.
It’s not possible to believe this
One day you can just BE it …
July 30, 2008
Dearest Ramesh, dearest I Am,
You are closer to my heart than my own breath.
Your words come to me from the Source we all are
Your silence is so endless that I have just a notion of the depths
Your love touches every cell each time I breathe
Your compassion floods my body and the universe with the brightest light.
When I experience the listening and the reading I experience me.
When I experience the silence and the wisdom, I experience me.
You touched me in every way I can think of.
You have blessed me truly.
Yours truly,
Christine
When words are no more needed
and all the words are silence
When searching’s no more needed
and searching is the finding
When talking ‘s no more needed
and talking is the listening
Then everything rejoices
in deep and new found silence
And in your heart there is
the moving sound
of ever present
silent bursting joy …